Tuesday, 13 May 2008
Faded portraits, and fading still
forget, ya forget
late afternoons on the verandah
of yr gedong besaran in salemba
au bon pain from yr favourite boulangerie alsatienne
in passer baroe
see how the leather
on the backseat of your sado
is peeling
like a thousand sails
forget everything
the proper spelling
in the long letters youve been writing in clipped, proper, eton v. harrow english
to yr boyfriend away from home in den haag
kassian,
think about the future of this broad avenue
perhaps,
75 years after the dissolution of yr volksraad
a couple of pribumis will walk along the crowded corner at its end
and,
looking for an ancient ice cream parlour theyve read so often in history books
find it closed for business
o,
the heat of late kemarau !
the pink paint on its wall
the colour of washed out blood.
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i miss you love.
ReplyDeletea silver chair and an unintended muse.
if the barbarous memories linger in the corner of my heart forever
i'll endure the empty streets and rotten heart
that wanting our proximity back into existence
so very bad
in each time i breathe
in each stare i gave to the dusty verandah
of your smile
in my mind.
i just want you to be happy.
"bron yr aur" -- led zeppelin
ReplyDeleteive been living in straight lines all my life
ReplyDeletethough tomorrow
never knows
forever young
often times decrepit
at difficult junctures
between a bridge and the possibilities
of a heart-soaring chorus
from where ill get the greatest view
of the lotus pond
somewhere at the back of jah's mind.
the water is mud
pure black.
i want to die,
but the scabs on the inside of my wrists
are as thick
as the earths crust.
Dia mengajak aku menonton deklamasi sajak dan drama Shakespeare di Gedong Komidi, Passer Baroe
ReplyDeleteDewi bunga bermarga Han dari kelenteng Kim Tek Ie, Petak Sembilan
Trem terus melaju melewati Ancol hingga akhirnya sampai ke Weltevreden.
Sekilas dari kejauhan terlihat Kwitang, daerah indekosku dulu.
Kukipas wajahku yang kepanasan dengan topi vilt
Angin Batavia memang tidak sedingin Citrep apalagi Buytenzorg
Matari terik
Tak selembutmu Han Sian Hwa, bernama Eropah Anna...
a space between commercial break
ReplyDeletewhere i open a new tab
and read tears of mending broken heart...
is this drama gonna end?
is funky bahia ever make me bahagia?
bahaya...
steal it...steal always...steal and never stop
you got one hour before i'm leaving this highness
is it really over?
are you really taking a bow?
or simply wanna be rihanna
without her umbrella
request your song..
permen bolong rasa plong..
i don't think i can write a song..
aku masih di TK kepompong...
kau orang sunda, bahasamu seperti burung bernyanyi di pucuk angsana
ReplyDeletepohon penyembuh segala, masih tersisa satu di pojok kota tua
ingatkah dulu waktu kita sering nongkrong di pinggir molenvliet
mengenang rimbaud dan sepatu yang lepas kulitnya, liburan di pusuk buhit
di sini kita hanya punya gunung salak, senja di beranda dengan budak setia
saudara saudaraku suka meloncat dari prau, menyulut menyan di klenteng naga
bersyukur pada maktjouw poo, semoga daganganku laku
laut cina selatan penuh marabahaya, perjalanan pulang penuh leliku
lebih baik menetap di sini saja, bapakku kapiten cina bercambang
tarik pajak dari rumah judi tenabang, opium den di luar batang
kuharap walau kau membaptisku dengan nama eropah
kau tetap tatahlah itu tembok dengan satu n saja, di sebelahnya hati tertembus panah
yesterdays were old time's future as you know it
ReplyDeleteas
la tour eiffel
its 300 meters
to mark its dominance as the highest construction
only for 40 years
beaten by
tower of tashkent
uzbekistan
and
tower of jin mao
china
as
prambanan
its 999 statues
to mark future love
only for one day
beaten by
taj mahal of agra
india
forty meters tall
four minarets
four muezzins
repeat after me,
"yesterdays,
were old time's future,
as you know it."
1324 14052008
http://gedongproject-en.blogspot.com
future is the time to think about the past*
ReplyDeletemy future is my past**
*future-cut copy
**my future is my past-Gods must be crazy
apa yang sudah terlepas dari genggaman
ReplyDeleteseperti malaikat terbang
tertinggal banyak kenangan
dan aku di dalamnya berkubang
semakin tenggelam
membiarkan mata terpejam
mimpikan bahagia
kaya
dan seorang dia
kukumpulkan dari serpih abu dalam guci biru
hasil membakar sosoknya di diriku
apakah ibu peri akan membantu
kalau kubayar dengan suaraku?
ah. kunikmati saja menginginkan dirimu
betul, aku rindu. tapi kembali padamu?
aduh, tunggu dulu.
cut my past....
ReplyDeletepaste it in your future...
if we don't meant today
we still got tomorrow.
untuk kembali sama dengan bunuh diri
untuk pergi sama dengan menghitung hari
malakama
si
jumat siang aku akan kembali
setelah sholat jumat
di lantai dualima
apalagi yang kau minta?
curhat?
bisa kau colong sesuka hati....
3 jam. itu waktumu.
berebut ruang ingatan.
ReplyDeletepanjang pendeknya ingatan tidak bergantung pada waktu, tetapi pada kehendak untuk mengingat.
-ahmad arif dan maria hartiningsih di kompas hari ini, rabu, 14 mei 08
ive counted them ! finally ! 11 x 110 times = 1210 times ! im better than bandung bondowoso ! i made it ! roro jonggrang, marry me ! (cant possibly say no now, can you, bitch ?)
ReplyDeleteyeah! 100 buat mikael beta, gw adanya 1000-an jadi kembalian 900.
ReplyDelete"900-nya 900 engkau sendiri," kata bandung bondowoso 3.0.
ReplyDeleteini jenis baru, ya?
ReplyDelete