i went to plaza semanggi yesterday, walked around, gramedia, a&w, sox gallery, woku, oh la la for an overpriced aqua, that tiny magazine stand in the corner, then i started thinking, oh my god, (and i still dont believe in god, ill have you know, not for anything, i just cant be bothered devising an apologia for a half-arsed agnoticism), and i almost cant believe it, (youd better believe it, buddy !), i was actually extremely happy for long stretches of our doomed relationship.